mi diario

the dates are formatted in month/day/year & most recent entry will always be at the top
i'll try to write every few days or once a week or once a month. just whenever i feel like i have enough to say... so probably once a month-ish. my life is mostly pretty uneventful but i think these are entertaining enough regardless! give them a read, it would make me happy.
warning for profanity, lots of rambling and getting off topic, and (i just write how i want to so) some not very perfect grammar (still legible so you can't really complain much.) also i might write in spanish sometimes, not much but still.
extra info: there's hover text on most images here, brown text is links, interest related abbreviations will have hover text with what the abbr stands for (just in case), and right click to open in a new tab any img to view it in its full size ^_^
also check out my piclog below while you're here!

3/25/25

phewww this page is finally up! not by the time i'm typing this but by the time you, the reader, are seeing this. btw hello~ thanks for reading hehe
i've been working on this site since probably last summer when i was at the peak of my k-on hyperfixation (hence the entire site's theme) and also i remembered neocities existed. i do still love k-on a lot, it's still probably my favorite anime ever but i'll admit i don't watch anime much. but there's something about k-on that's special to me. i can't quite describe it. maybe everything about it? idk.

i was looking for the imgur post where i found every background i've used for this site (minus the homepage's, i found that one on pinterest) and it was linked in a reddit post and the above image was a reply someone left on said post. it feels really relevant. and made a little sentimental. but almost everything has that effect on me really.
moving on, life recently has been pretty ok! i've found out some crazy family related personal stuff (too personal to share) that has made me a little nervous, scared, etc. sometimes i wish i wasn't so empathetic because it's not even my situation yet i emotionally feel as if i'm experiencing it first hand. but i also feel lucky to be so empathetic in a world where it seems like no one even cares about each other anymore! Wow i sounded old there. it's ok.
but seriously i'm okay. i was a bit depressed this week because i got sick and food started to taste bad because of it (somehow i always get sick on school breaks) but i think i'm pretty much healed now. school starts again tomorrow though... which is never good. but i'm kinda excited to listen to my routine walking to class songs and see my friend again. prom is soon, i can't say i'm too excited though i'm just not really a party person at all. dat social anxiety + autism combo really hits when i'm at a party with a bunch of people i'm not very fond of, and i honestly am not very fond of a lot of people at school lol. it's not like i hate everyone but ugh...
but yesterday i went to the mall and bought a very gorgeous dress and also something that i'd say is much more important...

i also ate chinese food at the mall the chicken was reaaally good and the rice was just ok.

usagi! IYAAAAHAAA!
has anyone else noticed that (i'm pretty sure) usagi is the only character in chiikawa whose dialogue is written in katakana instead of hiragana? i think it's because they're so loud. i love that. that's so funny. they were also the only character i saw plushies of at miniso, not even chiikawa themself had any plushies left. this chiikawa shit gets serious.
when i got home i was exhausted as always (i have the energy of a like 80 year old, i actually think an 80 year old might have more energy than me), i just hung out with my mom and we at like 8pm went out in pj's to buy taco bell. i always love doing little things like that with family. i remember one time i stayed at my cousins and we randomly one night, again in pj's, went to walmart to buy i think just food or maybe milk. idk why that was so great. ...
i did the dishes then my nightly listening to music while scrolling pinterest before going to bed around 12am. i listened to western by bm for like an hour. everything about that song is just perfect. i also listened to basketball shoes by bc,nr last night and had this strange sense of melancholy for the rest of the night afterwards. damn. don't listen to basketball shoes late at night worst mistake of my LIFE!
i'm scared i won't have any time to work on this site when school starts again so i'll try to get it up by tonight. also i think i don't wanna do all the sections i have on my index or maybe i wanna do more? idk. this won't be fully finished for a long, long time. but right now i'm hungry i'm gonna find something to eat, goodbye stranger

it was kenny’s birthday yesterday! happy birthday son ^3^

one of my croc pairs (i have 3) and the ones i wore to go to taco bell. i relate every charm on it to one of my interests

may kershaw and lewis evans of bc,nr. one of my pinterest finds last night. they are so babygirl

perfect woman tyler hyde and also lewis evans of bc,nr. this is where they keep lewis when he's not laying saxophone or singing for the band

tyler hyde of bc,nr + seth evans and geordie greep, both formerly of bm. aka 2 wives and a babygirl

usagi in my school bag. yes i use an ita backpack for school. if i don't do it no one else will and it's also cool as hell

the bag i brought to the mall heavily featuring usagi and also the jikjik needle felt i made

lyrics from western by bm. this genius annotation feels very important. how did such a straight man write such a homoerotic song? probably the fourth gayest song in bm's discography and it's [mostly] not written by cam. hilarious.